That one below, from Flopping Aces?
The one with the “blip” video that takes forever to load? It’s all over the place, and all over the place it’s still “blip” which I couldn’t figure out how to paste other than “Here, click this URL”? Lady Raven found it on You Tube, finally. I hit the search, couldn’t find it. She did.
Right. If you didn’t want to wait for that slow ass loading on the “blip”, here you go with a much quicker loading YT.
The thing to consider, and consider HARD, is that very factor of pride in success to be held as an inspirational example, not hidden in shame. You do what you can do, you succeed in what you can, and you take pride in your success.